Beached Whale

I so feel like a beached whale today.  Several days of not working out and bad food choices and the result I get is feeling like a fat cow!!!  Thanksgiving binging ended up being more than just Thanksgiving, but I'm back on it now.  I have done well the last 2 days.  I haven't weighed myself because quite frankly, I am afraid of what the number is.  I have decided to stop counting calories on My Fitness Pal because I am becoming entirely too obsessed with it and feel like if I have the calories for it, then I can still eat crap.  So I am back to paleo and am feeling so much better already.  I will weigh, probably on Friday.  Do any of you have problems with obsessive weighing?  Like, I will weigh every day, multiple times a day because I feel like if I don't I will get too off track.  I weigh after using the restroom in the morning and then pretty much everytime after I use the restroom until I eat breakfast to see if I am any lower.  I wish I wasn't so worried about a number on a scale and just was worried about feeling good and being comfortable with myself, but I guess I'm just not wired that way.  I am not doing so great on the Slimmer by December challenge that the fit camp that I am a part of is doing...in fact, I am sucking it up!!!  Anyway, just wanted to do a short blurb.  If we all get a head start on our "New Years' Resolutions", think about how much further along we will be than everyone else!!  Keep on keepin' on!!

Suzanne